long time didnt bloggg ler... lawls... having my block-leave now... so happy =)

hmm so happening this few days... club club pub pub... aiiiseehhh chey... lawls...

i happen to know a gal... kinda similar in sum ways to someone i knew... 2009 coming to an end liao... but things happen in 2009 will it be brought over to 2010 ?? mayb... ya cos life contiunes... she say she dunno the feeling of likeing someone anymore... den i ask myself the same question... wads the feeling of likeing someone... hmmm chimilogics... mayb ya i dunno wads the feeling... but is it when the person u like do something and u feel some sour in ur heart means jeslousy?? and is it the jeslousy means u like tat person ??... i wonder... i aso dunno... cos i've scars tat are still unrepaired... 2009 is a memorable year and still is 1 fking hateful year to me... lots lots of things happen this year... mayb wad i hope is to get someone by my side... but is tat wad i wan?? or is it really i hav fall in love once again... cos when we met up i dun wish to say goodbye althought its only been a few days... crush at first sight ?? i hate tat =.= i have those emotion to hug her and nv let go... but im not too sure wif my feelings right now... cos too many things happening ard me this time of the year... my ns life... my love life... my family... and my life... hmmm will someone guide me wad to do ?? enuf saying lerhs... i dunno y i wrote it here but ya i wrote it here liao...

tml going bak to camp for the stupid christmas celebrations... hope i can get her to come fetch me from camp when the stupid celebration is over... hmmm we shall see...